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Admittedly, I am influenced by my father a lot. Each day I grow up and become more like him in both appearance and manner. My father is a thin man who always complains about the world. I find my father to be a somber person because of his low status in society. In realitly, he has no education. He does not have the ability nor the opportunities to fulfill his aspirations. I have a similar state of mind towards certain things. Fearfully, I don’t want to become like him.